Nyasha Anderson's testimony "No-weapon-formed-against-me-will-prosper" on 3/18/2013, 4:44pm...
After me and my first love broke up, I was heartbroken so in love that I thought I couldn't live without him around. The time of the break up, my sister Laillah told me: Nay, listen to this song; that is you all the way sister. So I heard the song and fell in love with it, it got still standing tatted on my chest. Itís called
ďStill standing by Monica and LudacrisĒ. So I started to pray, I asked God every night, make me like this song and if you are real, send me a sign that you real.
June 8th, 2011, a day I will never forget. My first love invited me to his house to chill. We started drinking, I went to the bathroom and he came in behind me with a gun in his hand upset, trapped me in the bathroom and shot the gun at me more than once saying: ďthere's a bullet in this gun, you think Iím playing?Ē Once the gun was shot at me, I felt the air from the gun being shot at my face seconds later. With the same gun, my first love took his life, shot himself in the head right in front of me.
I was in shock depressed hurt and didn't eat; I couldn't sleep I felt myself going insane I just wanted to die felt so alone and empty inside. I didn't want to live anymore because of all the pain I was going through emotionally. Thought everybody was against me, I had mixed emotions and anxiety, I just wanted to die. I didn't fill like I was strong enough to go on with life anymore, because of all the pain that had built up inside of me from the whole incident.
Then I gave my life to God, started trusting in him with all of my heart and here I am 1 year and 9 months later still standing stronger than Iíve ever been. Thanking the Lord above for all my struggles and every bit of pain I went through because of Iím stronger now.
And all is because the Most High; he hears all. He's the healer, provider and will never leave my side; and I am a witness and living proof of it. My family was a big help with me getting the pain passed, but God is the number 1 reason why I can stand today on my own two feet with love and joy still in my heart; so that it canít even leave me again.
Thank you Lord for everything. Your coming into my life is the best thing that ever happened to me.
No weapon formed against you shall prosper! Isaiah 54:17.