Testimony: Jesus Chose Me First

Anjali's testimony "Jesus Chose Me First" on 12/28/2020, 10:32pm...

Before I became a Christian or was fond of Jesus, I used to put my faith and trust in the world. I would always want to have love. My heart was after popularity and seeking other's attention and compliments, chasing after boys, self-pleasure, etc. Deeply, I was trying to find love that would fill my heart completely. I was trying to find boyfriends and pleasing people. No matter how much I tried, no one filled my heart. Pleasing people was exhausting, as they would always want something different. I had even fallen into lust and porn from elementary school. It got more serious as I grew older and I regularly started to do the wrong things to my body, in the end, it just left me feeling disgusted with myself. I got into cussing and worldly things and judging others to 'fit in'. Jesus reached out to me through social media. I started getting more TikToks about Christ and God and many signs of my sins. O cried out unto the Lord and wanted to be saved badly. Jesus chose me, I never knew about Him much, but He reached out to me and chose me. Slowly I got drawn to read the Bible and started reading God's Word. I realized the change in my life as I started reading God's Word. I was less angry at people, and my lust and porn had stopped after years of captivating, which for me seems impossible to do. Glory to Jesus! Alleluia! I started to love others and having closer and better relationships with people. My heartfelt filled and satisfied with Christ's Love, such as Joy and Love and Peace that I have never felt before. The void had been filled in my heart. The love that I was searching for all along made me realized how much my soul thirsted for Christ. All of our souls thirst for Him, without us realizing it. I have learned how worldly things such as money, porn, lust, boy searching, etc, will never fill your heart. I had fallen into severe depression because of chasing after other people, even after having popularity and following trends, I was still depressed and broken, but the instant Jesus touched my heart, all the chains were lifted. My lust was gone, porn had stopped, I felt free and true Joy and Peace, I had found the True Love of my life, the Love who loved me first all along. I have that chasing after people, and money, and lust, and porn is not worth it. God has made me realized through my Testimony that Jesus is able to break off ANY sorts of chain that is on you. He broke my porn and lust. He can make you new and only HE can fill the void in your HEART. I have years and months of experience to tell you that Jesus is God, and He loves you, and He alone can fill your heart, and you will never be thirsty again, just as Jesus said. I used to want worldly things and thirsted for them, but after drinking the water from Christ, I realize that once you come to Jesus, and you get closer to Him, and once you experience Him intimately, you will never thirst again for worldly things. Jesus will come to you if you cry out your heart, and truly willfully go to Him. He will save you. Romans 10:9-10. God has made me realize how worldly relationships and putting your trust in people make you fear more and be more restless, including having mire anxiety and hopelessness. Boyfriends, girlfriends, money, etc, fill that feeling in your guts, but not in your heart, not your soul. It always leaves you empty. Your bf or gf might cheat on you, which leaves fear and less hope and trust. Your money might go away one day, which gives you less hope and more fear. But Jesus will never leave nor forsake you, and that's a promise from Him Himself. He will always be there for you, and He's knocking at the gate of your heart, you can have full trust in Him and ly back, knowing that He will never break your trust and restore your soul. He is our ultimate hope for eternity. He is the Alpha and the Omega. He, the King of Kings, will be by your side no matter what. God is with you. Jesus can break that chain of porn and lust you're struggling with. He came to call the sinners to repentance, to cleanse you back to God, He broke my chains and freed me truly. It's only through Him will you EVER be satisfied. Trust me, it's not going to be easy following Jesus, but it's so worth it. Jesus loves you and cares for you and can break EVERY SINGLE CHAIN that is upon you. I have learned that only He can satisfy you, not your friends, not your family, not your TV and movies, not social media, but only Him. Cry put to Him, get free from sin, the ties which are holding you back from Him, let go of them, don't look back, look forward at HIM. Repent and obey His commands, it's our safeguarding. Jesus is real, He loves you, and wants you home. He can break your porn and lust and chains. Go to Him in prayer today <3 Have a blessed day. God bless you, Jesus loves you🥰

 

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