King James Bible
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Testimony: I Beat The Devil Myself When Autorities Just Ignore Me
danny23893's testimony "I Beat The Devil Myself When Autorities Just Ignore Me" on 5/01/2020, 11:05am...
dear my lord
i hope in the name of jesus that u can come in my life as savor, lord and father.
i am send by some rehabs back home and as a advise was: u never get all clean we dont take you again it would help anymore. i was 25 when i heard that, i addictec crack and heroin extreme from 11 till 25-26.,
after send away on street i begged my dad to stay at his house but he didnt do that anymore, i am gratefull he let me in, 3 days i used crack, trow away my pipe get new and do again. 3 years ago i had3 years in once 29thousand needed for my drugs monthly.
i had between i quit athome and heard i never get clean multiple forced admission,RM and ibs, but after 7 months they trow me out there i had nothing,.
i am thankfull and believe since i got clean i already had something helping me, because my last relapse ended quit depresif as always. but ihave had1 time a thought, when my dog died,and i always said, if that happens i am sure i relapse. but i was crying, didnt do that for quit a lot years,for 3days and it felt good.
sorry for my egoistic long sentence. no meaning the most but this let me live, if i wasnt found that day i got forced in i was dead few hours later. but half dead,. i feeled itwasnot painfull there anymore.
i was awake 14 days and scared to sleep.
i believe in u god, my lord. thank you in the name of jesus christ and i hope to hear soon from you..
just dont bother the nervous first message. u can shine in me,. i love live as it is,and as u wish.
thank u lord
amen.