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Testimony: From God-hater And Mocker To Saved.
Taylor's testimony "From God-hater And Mocker To Saved." on 12/30/2015, 11:19am...
I knew Jesus was God at a young age and rejected him in favor of a life of sin. I became addicted to video games and pornography for over 12 years. I fluctuated between atheism and being agnostic. I made fun of Christians and thought they were just weak people with a clutch. I mocked God to people and made jokes about him. After years of depression and hating myself and hospitalizations for bipolar disorder Jesus spoke to me. I was doing a very evil sin and he told me in my heart to stop. I stopped and later smoked marijuana and was overwhelmed with feelings of remorse to my parents for all I'd done. I took a shower after balling my eyes out to them and my legs became to supernaturally wobble. I looked up and believed it was Jesus Christ making this happen. I collapsed and said 'Jesus save me!" and like they say the rest is history. I felt the dread and hopelessness inside me disappear and I felt clean. I've had wonderful moments of love with Jesus but also lots of dry periods. I wish I could know how wonderful and perfect he is and worship him all day. He's so wonderful. Never think you can outsin his love cause If you could I'd of been in that list. He is my only joy and source of happiness. I hope people who read this and are living in and loving sin please take my word for it it is not worth it. I got everything I wanted in life in terms of sin and pleasure. None of it is worth hell or not being with Jesus.