Jesus was murmuring monologue to father God(ye), not anyone around. Jesus was sad to what Juda so mean and insidous to say that moral accusation. Juda the poor in ethic, the God places on earth so ubiquitously while deserted Jesus among that with pain and crystal heart.
"And Jesus answered them, saying, The hour is come, that the Son of man should be glorified... Now is my soul troubled; and what shall I say? Father, save me from this hour: but for this cause came I unto this hour. Father, glorify thy name. Then came there a voice from heaven, saying, I have both glorified it, and will glorify it again." ( John 12:23-28)
Jesus in his life on earth grappled continuously with unbelievers. He was sent to do one thing and that was to give Israel the words of truth from God. Few believed so he raised Lazuras from the dead. Some believed, then a voice from Heaven Glorifying. He states that those who love their life in this world shall lose it. And rightly has Issaia said that seeing we won't see even the miracles, for we harden our heart and will not believe that which manifested before us.
We need to take on ourLord's example.Unless the old nature is allowed to fade away or die,let go all old habits-I mean,the carnal thoughts and wicked desires in Egypt or our past lives,we cannot experience a breakthrough.To live for God you need to deny yourself the pleasures of this world.God bless you as you die in order that Christ lives in you.Pastor Salim.God bless you.