Bible Discussion Thread

God is a all knowing God, he tells us in his words I know your thoughts from a far off he knew us be4 we were formed in our mothers womb. I had an encounter with God in regards to forgiveness of my father. He woke me out of my sleep and asked me to read Philemon on forgiveness of the run away slave. I really did not realize how much bitterness and hurt I held inside. Be4 I read Philemon I struggled with God like Jacob God won the battle. God was trying to use me in ministry but I had to be purged of everything a complete surrender I had harbored bitterness for 20 yrs even though I truly loved my Dad I was holding un forgiveness in my heart. It was affecting all aspects of my life work friendships and personal relationships. It was a weight that immediately dropped off that night. My mother was murdered and I blamed him even though he was not the cause and they had been divorced for year's If they would not have divorced she would till be alive was my feelings which possibly may not be true we never know the time are the hour our Father (abba) will close our eye's for eternity.