Bible Discussion Thread

please pray that God and the Holy spirit help me open my heart. Due to my upbringing I have learned to guard and shield myself. I am desperate for my heart to be opened to let Jesus come in and heal me. I hold nothing back from him. I want to give him all my painful memories, my clinical depression, my shame, everything. I also have a hard time receiving because I have felt or told I was unworthy many times growing up. I ask that you would help me to recieve the unconditional love of Jesus into my heart. Lastly, my trust has been broken. I don't trust anyone and its so painful and lonely. I've been betrayed and let down by family and people I thought I was close to. I need to trust God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit to help me. I want so badly more than anything to be able to trust and let go and recieve and heal my heart. I can't live with this pain and burden anymore. Please pray God helps me. I am so lonely. I don't have any friends. I lost my job and am trying to sober up out of a meth addiction. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed right now. I hope it gets easier.

Praying for complete healing.