Testimony: Proof Jesus Is Alive

leon's testimony "Proof Jesus Is Alive" on 11/24/2014, 1:58pm...

I was hindu at age 16. I failed high school Grade 11 and thought my life was over. Too embarrassed to go back to school or to another school, I started to think about suicide. I didn't feel loved by my family. I felt like an oxygen thief and a waste of space. I couldn't understand why I was me and what was the reason for me, my life didn't make any sense. I stayed at home for 2 years and couldn't get a I stayed at home for 2 years and couldn't get a job.

I ran from temples to ashrams to sai baba to 'holy men' for something to happen during those 2 years but nothing did happen. Then my Christian aunt said to me to fast and pray and read the bible and jesus will help me. I Thought, why not. I prayed and fasted every second day for 2 weeks with my mom, hoping For a miracle to happen. After the first week, I had confessed my little minor sins which was about 5 things I could think of because I was still so young and very pure at the time.

Then as I lay in bed I started to speak to christ and the Tears couldn't stop, I Started to fall asleep with full Tears on my face and on my pillow and just about to doze off when I heard a soft voice like whisper in my one ear saying to me, dont worry my son, everything is going to be alright. With a fright I jumped out of bed and switched the lights on to see if someone was in my room but I was alone. out of fear of not knowing what just happened, I left the lights on and went back to sleep. The following few days I was not sad or depressed anymore but had a skip in my step and a smile on my face and when my sister angrily told me to wakeup and go get a job, I simply looked at her and thought to myself, why are you worried, relax but I just smiled at her and said nothing. Also I had said nothing to anyone about what Happened a few nights ago because I didn't understand it.

During the second week of fasting and praying, I get a call from my brother in law from another city and said there's a job opening at his company and would I like to come for an interview. I went and got the job. all this happened to me in a matter of 2weeks, just by accepting christ into my heart, confessing my sins and asking for forgiveness and fasting and praying. I was converted to loving christ from then on. I moved to another city with this job and was more prosperous than my friends who finished school. Here I was independent and had my own job and a nice car and nice clothes. my friends back home finished school but was sitting at home. Christ pushed me above them. It was years later when I realised that christ speaks in a soft gentle voice and that was christ who spoke to me that night with a soft gentle whisper.

Second story goes Like this..... Now in a new city away from families and friends, I felt christ holding onto me so tightly that I actually prayed and said God release me and let me go into the world and see what the world is like so I can experience life for myself and because I love you christ, no matter how far in I go, I will come back to you my first love. ...I kept feeling christ not wanting to let me go but I closed my bible and left christ. The next few years went bad, a girlfriend, smoking cigarettes, weed, alcohol and drugs....I felt empty inside me like a void and none of these things was giving me what i needed Which was christ. So I made the decision at 25 years old, to stop everything, broke up with the girl, left the bad company along with the cigarettes, weed and alcohol which was very tough to give up but I knew I had to find God again with all the crap I was doing, I had lost God along the way.....I went on a 9 months fast which I did couple of days during each week Involving prayer and praising and worshiping and reading the bible and some Christian books. At the end of those 9 months I was a totally changed person.

I was spiritual and felt I was on another level to everyone around me. I was humbled but also felt I had great power to do and become anything I wanted....I felt like superman. Then sitting in my car at 4am one morning and listening to gospel music, I started to speak to God and I said, God I have given up everything and I have been obedient and good, I feel you inside of me but God please show me a sign that you are out there and you are listening to me and that all I have done during these 9 months, wasn't for nothing. I was looking out my cars windscreen and hoping God would maybe make the tree Shake that was in front of my car but nothing happened.

I called out a second time but from a deeper part of my heart with tears in my eyes, God give me a sign but still nothing. Then I looked up at a small Piece of the sky which i could see and cried out from the most bottom of my heart with tears now rolling down my cheeks and said, God give me a sign..... As soon as I said that, 1 second later, a blue light Like a shooting star or a comet, appeared out of nowhere and shot across the sky and disappeared, leaving a trail of blue light behind it which slowly disappeared also. All in that small piece of sky which I could see. I cried uncontrollably, for no words could describe what had happened.

I asked for a sign and When the 3rd time from the most Bottom of my heart I cried out, God gave me a sign to say he is there and he is listening. I have heard, I have felt and I have seen. I need not any more reason to know that I know that i know,God is real and he is out there and listening and watching over all of us. AMEN, I love you christ, with all my heart. There is none that can compare to you.

 

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