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Testimony: How My Father (jesus Christ) Cares For His Children
brian's testimony "How My Father (jesus Christ) Cares For His Children" on 8/02/2013, 9:06pm...
Hi my name is brian and I'm 18 years old and this is how jesus christ came to me and saved me
Well let's see I was raised in a ghetto hood type house with full of abuse. I first remember that I was always into church and into a being that existed and I always knew that someone caring would be there no matter what. Soo I bapisted in a calolthic church and when I was 4 I stop becuase my father loved calothic church but my mom and my sisters didn't and I would get beat by belts and smaked by shoes and my dad would fight my mom and there would just be family fights and just full of anger and stress and crying. When I was 5 I came to a christian church and till this day I'm still going over there happy. But I was a kid and I would be always singled out by the other young kids, I WAS ALONE. My dad never went to church and he hated us for going.then I'm like 13 and I just tired of all the drama and the singling out sataus I was getting over there so I stopped going. Then I came back at 15 and it was just getting worse. My whole life in church, in school,at home, EVERYWHERE I was going seemed to come at me at full force with hate and I never had any help not in my own church, my bros. So I'm 16 and where in youth group and I just started thinking all the bad memories I even took cl***es and I got bapisted by water and still nothing changed I didn't received anything and I got sooo mad that I left my church angry and sad and hopeless. I wanted to end my life, I was crying in the streets saying lord your wrong!!! Why me!!! Kill me !!! And then another person from youth group named beinto chased after me and said brian! Please don't leave!! And I'm there fighting with him saying Your all wrong get away from me!!!!then I went to my house and I started crying again saying lord what have I done wrong!!! Jesus prove to me that your real! And I started sleeping after that, then I had a dream I would never forget, it was me and mother standing in a graden and we saw this guy ina white dress named papa or father I knew he was name papa from just seeing him and he took me and my mom a tour around a world not of earth but of heaven! And I saw all the beaitful moutians and the crystal blue waters with white whales sooo friendly swimming ashore with a horn like a unicorn would and everything was just soooo peacefull! The next day I told my pastor that I had this dream and he bless you!! Amen!! God gave you a vision! Just by that dream that I knew god is real, god can change, god is great, I had new faith and hope! Then when I was 17 there was one night I was sleepong in my living room and I heard god spoke to me but when he was it was like a sound of a trumpet and my closed eyes and dreams where shatterd open, that's the first time I feared the lord,then I still lived the same life just reading the bible and praying hoping ill be saved! Then one night I saw this video on youtube that a guy was and ateist to christian and in that video he said that pleasw close your eyes and ask to jesus that you'll be saved. So I closed my eyes and I felt the holy spirit dragging my body down and began to cry and thanking jesus that he saved me just like the video said. Since then I been wanting god everyday, my prayers are full of mercy and repent, everythiny I ask I receive and even my father is saved! Amen!! From all experices is that you must have a tender heart and center youself and have faith and forgive others so god can do these things back to you. And today I just thank jesus everyday and I still repent and enjoy talking to jesus. Thank you for reading my testimony! May god with you all amen!!!!!