King James Bible
King James Version (KJV)
Testimony: He Never Abandons Anyone!
Emily's testimony "He Never Abandons Anyone!" on 8/13/2013, 10:02am...
Hi I'm Emily and this is my testimony.
My mothers boyfriend, Dave, was physically and emotionally abusive to me. One week mother was in the hospital and I had to care for Dave. He would put me down and belittle me. My self esteem was low. The boys at school would call me ugly and say I look like a boy. Then a guy I was crushing on started sending me love letters and he made me feel special and wanted. Then I found out it was all a joke and he didn't like me. Plus one of my close friends knew about it the whole time and would encourage me to flirt with him.I felt betrayed by my friend and mad at myself for actually believing he liked me. And my very best friend of ten years ( which was most of my life) katie, told me she no longer wished to be friends. Katie and I were the type of people who didn't ever have many friends because she would scare others away with her loud personality and nobody noticed me. So we always had each others back. That summer I felt no body understood how unwanted I felt. I went to youth group and each time I was overlooked and no one noticed me. I was waiting for SOMEONE to care! I didn't want to seek out help from others 'cause I thought I was Just being an emotional teenage girl and it was no big deal. Then one night I heard a sermon about how God said "away from me! I never knew you!" I got it in my head that God no longer loved me and Is had abandoned me like everyone else. I begged and pleaded for Him not to leave me. When I was alone i would physically shake because I felt so alone. I couldn't sleep for days. So one night I prayed to God saying I am not able to live this life without Him. And that wad when I knew I had been saved. I had admitted I Cannot do life without Him.