Testimony: God\\\'s Love Is Plenty

Anonymous testimony "God\\\'s Love Is Plenty" on 10/28/2014, 9:10am...

I grew up with low self esteem. Started when I was 4. I was taken away by Social Services and adopted out to a different community, away from the social environment I knew and away from my whole extended family.

I felt like garbage since then, grew up like not deserving anything. God has changed all that for me. I’m scared but I know I serve a God who will never leave nor forsake me. My healing started when I was 28. I drank and drank alcohol for half a year. I was in healing process.

I have never been on my own and never actual felt so much freedom. I had my own money, own unit, own bills. I was responsible for just me and my children. I had developed anxiety disorder at 27 and saw myself as not being able to care for my three small children.

I left my common-law relationship of seven and a half years. Domestic abuse, year after year wasn’t getting any better instead the abuse was getting worst. Many years of tragic experiences, I dare not say what was happening to anyone, maybe cause I felt I didn’t deserve to have a decent life or because I just didn’t know abuse was wrong. I just listened to what seem fair and ok. I have eight children now at 37 as a result of seeking acceptance and love, it is a huge responsibility, I get weary and tired and overwhelmed of life, but God’s reassurance that he has always been there for me is always a refreshing reminder that he holds my future.

Believe me I could have died when I was four, I could have died when I was 14, I could have died when I was domestically abused, I could have died trying to commit suicide when I was 18. I could have died while giving child birth with four of my children. God assurance and guidance is surely reliable. I thank God for today that I’m able to share just a portion. He loves abundantly, regardless if we all deserve it or not.

It is cause of Jesus I stand today with no bitterness in my heart. I have seen the love of God, he sent his only son to die for our sins, even though it may have happened 2000 years ago it is real.

It is very much effective to save lives and Jesus has rose from the dead and is alive today. God loves me :’( When Jesus went to heaven he did bring a spirit to help us.

Even though people still die and even though the world continues to weigh us down. We have hope. God will provide and protect. His Will will be done. He is a merciful God, the Alpha and omega.

Wow we serve a big God that it is even unbelievable that he looks upon us with compassion and love. Whenever there is a problem pray and it is between you and God. With God anything is possible. I hope this portion of my testimony uplifts and encourage you. God is love if he has done so much for me, he sure will can do the same for you. His love and care is plenty. Thank God and God bless  God forgives who ask for forgiveness. We all fall short ,that is why there is Jesus who has the power to cleanse us and make us whole. Strength comes from God, Joy in the Lord. I’m so thankful.

 

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