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Testimony: God Is Good All The Time
Anonymous testimony "God Is Good All The Time" on 9/14/2014, 12:42am...
Hi, I just want to share my experienced to others.
I came from a lowly family. My father is a farmer and my mother is a housekeeper. When I was still young my mother persuaded us to go to church and do the rosary. I am a catholic. Every time I attended mass I am eager to listened to the homely of the priest. Then what I've learned I put it into practice. My parents always encouraged us to pursue our schooling despite their meager income. For them education is the only treasure they can gave to us since they were not able to finished their studies.
Years passed i finished high school. My parents cannot afford to sent me in higher education therefore i decided to go to my aunt and find a living. I prayed every night and went to church and fervently asked God that I can find a person who will help me till I finish my studies. One year later my request was granted. God heard my prayer.
I was very grateful. I was a house help at that time. My employer knew that I am eager to pursue my studies so they offered to help me. The life of working student was not easy. Many times I decided to give up. I always asked God to helped me especially in every decision I made. I want him to be a part of it..Years passed I struggled a lot physically and emotionally..but because of my desired to help my parents i need to be persistent and patient.
A year before I graduated I was disgusted and really in deep trouble. I don't have peace of mind I don't even asked God of my decision. I decided to moved out from my employer's house . I want to focused to my studies. But God is not in slumber he still make a way he knew the decision I made. He knew what will happened to me and used other people as an instrument to help other people . My employer did not allowed me to do it. Months ....days passed I almost finished my studies but I was startled seeing my name posted in the office in our school. I met the staff and told me I cannot graduate if i cant defray my tuition fee. I told my employer what had happened and she paid my fees. At that time I was thinking how about if she was not there what happened?
Same month i was rushed to the hospital due to sever pain of my left abdomen. I had cyst and need to undergo emergency operation. The biopsy result was malignant. I have an ovarian cancer and need to undergo chemotherapy and removal of my right ovary. I was desperate. I let my parents knew about my situation. I knew this news would break their heart. What I can do for them was to be strong in front of them though my heart was aching.
My employer cannot helped me anymore because I need big money since the medicines are expensive. So I moved in to my aunt house..again deeply troubled. Living there was not easy because their income was insufficient. I'm worried about my food, my medication. But still I need to cling to the most High because he is omnipotent and all things are possible to him. I searched and I asked assistance from one of the foundation for my medication. Months passed I was scared because the doctor told me I need to undergo chemotherapy as soon as possible.Because of some problems I encountered asking for assistance and trying for medication was not easy ...my parents and sisters were away from me....when the doctor scolded me in front of his colleague I decided to give up the medication.. I cried and cried..I asked God for help. In that day I surrendered to him everything. I told him" Lord I know that you can heal any kind of diseases including mine so please heal me."
I think God don't want me to undergo chemotherapy and operation for the removal of my right ovary. Because lot of struggle, pain I encountered before I give up. But when I surrendered everything to Him, I experienced peace of mind which I consider the best attitude the person must have.
Then I went to my sister's house and lived with her while preparing my self for the board examination. In God's grace I passed the exam. God is Good All the Time..he never left me...in all my troubles he is there. It's almost 9 years after that I always ask God" Lord I am healed? I heard a voice at the very core of my being said yes. ..Now I enjoyed talking and listening to him..When I beset with problems I always asked him for help and he is there to rescue me.