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Testimony: I Feel So Lost Helpless And Lonely
havana's testimony "I Feel So Lost Helpless And Lonely" on 10/01/2012, 8:46pm...
hi everyone I would like to tell you about my life. I am 31 years old female, both my parents die. And my family they all just trying with there own life. I was living with a guy who has 3 kids for 2 1/2 years who didn't love or care nothing about me I was going through so much pain and hurt in life and he didn't care to even listen or try to understand what I was going through. I don't have any kids and I found out I have polycystic ovary and when I told him he told me he don't care and he don't want to hear cause telling him wouldn't make it go away I know he isn't god or a doctor I just had wanted him to know and supported me in some way. Anyways I feel like dieing when he told me he don't care so I leave him and he never talk to me back since I walk out. Its hurt so much after all I give 2 1/2 years of my life I know he can't give those years back to me. I forgive him and myself. As of now I am out of a job I live in a remote area. But I am not giving up on life I am looking for a job and I pray a lot and I know that one day the lord will show me a better way forward in life I am very thankful for all that I am and all that the lord bless me with. I am talking to u right now. I sleep on the floor on a small foam and I don't have nothing in my house no food. No furniture,no wears, no cooking utensils or nothing. I am in the dark I am using my phone to write to you I am so all alone I got no real friends who seems to care or understand I realize that everyone around me are lovers of themselves. But I still give the lord praise and thanks for every lil that I have I am well bless with a good kind heart I don't have but still give to who don't have even if is a kind word or some kind deed to do to encourage someone else and that makes me feel so happy when I do. Thank you guys for reading this god bless you all and remember the same things we may complain about someone else glad to have so be bless and always be thankful for all you have.