Testimony: Relationships

anon's testimony "Relationships" on 1/30/2014, 2:56pm...

I am a PK (pastors daughter). I was always bought up in this faith from since I was little. But when I went off to college and was away from home, I started sensing freedom. For those people who think PK's are perfect and holy, we are just the same as any other Christian child. That's when I met this guy. We became bestfriends and ended up being in a relationship. It went up and down for years and it came to a point where I loved him more than I loved God. This was tested when God spoke to us both over the span of 2 weeks to sacrifice each other the same way Abraham was asked. It was at that point I had to choose between God and the guy I loved with all my heart. It was a tough decision for both of us. We both were Christians and bought up strong in the faith. We stopped talking to each other and pushed each other off. It was really hard. I remember I used to complain to God asking why He took my happiness away and that it was the happiest times of my entire life. I had a bad childhood and so when I met my boyfriend my entire life turned around. I was angry at God, I was angry at myself. I was depressed and one day I got on my knees and prayed, "God you told me to do this, give me the strength and the grace to go through this.". Slowly He started picking me off my feet. He made me realize the only big joy I should have is in Him. He taught to be a real Christian. He made me open up my inner eyes to see how much He loved me. One day I know my boyfriend and me will reunite. That will be the day when my commitment with Christ is strong. Me and my boyfriend decided to completely push away each other and wait patiently. God's grace is really enough for it all. Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added to you as well. God first people always. There is joy in loving the Lord with all your heart!

 

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