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Testimony: By My Side
Krystal_97's testimony "By My Side" on 12/23/2014, 9:29pm...
Here is my testimony, it may be too much but I am letting the Holy Spirit guide me as I type... Ever since I was little I knew someone was with me and watching over me. At age 7 a family member was doing things he was not suppose to. I was afraid to say anything so I kept it to myself till I was 15. But when I was 11 I wanted to end my life. I thought that nobody loved me, nobody was there for me, nobody cared about me but something stopped me from killing myself. Those bad things were still happening to me. I used to have bad suicidal thoughts, I would even cut myself.
Around August,2010 at the time I was 14 I had final1y had the courage to say what was happening. Things were getting a bit better. A day after Mothers Day May 11, 2011 Not knowing what will happen that day I sat and listened to every word of each worship song and the word of God and the church prayed for me and y family. I felt different, I felt at peace, forgiving, joy, so many words that you can describe. The feeling of just being loved by someone you’ve never seen or met before and you love them back is an amazing feeling. Its like when a woman is carrying an unborn child in her whom not knowing or seen the child before you automatically just fall in love with it. Well, that’s how I felt that day.
Time passed by, I got to know more of Jesus. He opened up my eyes and made it clear of what my purpose in life was. Many things had happened to me before. It was just crazy , crazy enough that I’m still here. Things were rough at times but it was just the beginning of my new life. The Lord had made me into a new person.
A year passed by and I met this boy. We fell in love, well I thought it was but in the end he was just not for me. God had better plans for me than that boy did. After September ,2014 I started looking for God again because during the time I was dating the boy I drifted away from him. But now he’s what I’m focused on besides school.
Now I am 17. I worship god with my voice and by writing songs. And hoping that one day I will be a singer and song writer in Christ and I hope to help others that do not know of our wonderful savior. May he bless you all with another day of life and more. Thanks for taking the time to read my testimony GOD BLESS. :)